if you are talking to a guy you think is hot on intant messenger

and he is like hey brb

then he doesn't talk to you again

haha dang i suck

aww look at out little girl she is getting boobsss!!!

ehh parents are just oh gosh

yeh i went camping it was amazing

6 people me, steph, and jess

cody, matt, and dustin

well if yoiu don't know those people here is how they would compare in geese terms

well jessi would be the goose that just humped everything around

matt would be the retarded goose

cody would be the goose that quacked all night long

i would be the goose that when fed bread would ignore it and chew on the grass next to it

stephanie would be the beautiful swan looking goose

and dustin of course would be the goose with the extremely over sized head

umm yeh we brought 2 coolers full of food and drinks and like i swear to you $40 worth of chips we had tons

and we spent 3 days and all the food was gone, we neglected the fact that 3 teenage guys were going

umm we went hiking and swimming and bonfireing stuff

umm matt got his flower taken away by jessi

haha sorry if any of you know cindy, he really didn't it is just a joke that we played on him

i have bruises all over my arms from playing chicken

oh and me and jessi booty danced, oh yes that is right to some rap song

umm oh yeh the last day as we were in the process of packing up stuff

i got tossed into the lake ><, haha but that is ok cause i wasn't upset about it..

all i wanted to do afterwards was give dustin a big hug

yeh there was a vulture, it was scary

and baby geese and big mommy geese that would walk on the campsite and hiss at us

and cody became an emo kid and slept outside near the campfire cause he was to much of a baby to come into the tent cause i pissed him off cause i didn't like him, but ehhh stupid emo kids

it was awsome, i don't know how to explain it other then that

oh yeh and i did not get sunburnt, i got tan, haha yeh me tan, oh yeh

so i am tan now too wootage

i think that you might think this is retarded

but i am ready to give my life away to the good of others

i think that once i am finished in medical school i will work enough to pay off all that i owe

and i want to help somewhere just help with whatever i can medical care whatever

i don't know

i think that i am a really depressed person inside and i always am like blah and have to keep busy and going

or i like tear myself apart litterally

and i think that i am not a very great person

and i don't think that there is any possibility for me to like find a husband to love me or whatever

and i think that i have fucked up my insides as far as the baby making stuff through birth control and being a vegan and all that mixed together it doesn't work properly anymores

so no settling down for me

i don't know i want to go away and do as much as i can to help

what can i do in tn, in the united states

be here alone making money being a pathologist or something like that

i really want to be fulfilled and i flip everytime i am not fulfilled

so i think that could fulfill me cause i don't really care about myself i really do care about other people though

and i think that money is crap i hate it and just societys standards on it

i don't know i want everything to just be filled up no free time no thinking of loneliness or anything and to hopefully make other peoples life's better : D

so ok maybe i did find a flaw in test dating

you win

*shakes fist in air violently*

dang i never though about what would happen if the person yoiu are test dating...

starts to date someone else in the middle of it

errg.  but that is the one flaw i swears to you